EMPHERAL

2008-08-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

current mood: >w<~~~~
Coscon is OVER HOMG 8DDDD *throws confetti* n i swear todae whn welcomin the chongqing ppl that time i ws throwin it like siao xDDD! n yea the photoshoot wif miki was a real success <333 color="#33cc00">zander is sponsering me my knight os rounds costume WAHAHA 8DDD *HIGH* anw yea, i feel in love wif the song mosaic kakera DDD8 i dno whye man, its meant to b a newer ver ~~derived frm oldies LOL~~ homg, im going retro ROFL the english translation, i think its gawd damn meaningful man

One by one, I join together and draw the mosaic fragments

And also the encounters and partings that you gave me

“It shouldn’t be like this,” I sleep while thinking so

And when I wake up, my usual, unchanging, and fruitless efforts

Meaninglessly repeat

The “method for living well” that I’d gathered up in mosaic fragments

It was distorted but seemed beautiful

While I bluff, while I stumble on the road that I’ve chosen to stick to until the end

The fragments peel off and fall, but they won’t be buried

In the world that laid out the respective willpowers

Even though there should be something that I can’t surrender to anyone

I’m worrying about the coloring

While I was enchanted by the various colors and shapes of the mosaic fragments

I desired too much for the “extremity of youth”

In the crevice of my heart, I believe in the cement of love and it pours in

On the fragments that won’t ever meld together

Because the contrast is beautiful, it’s fine if it’s uneven on the contrary

Somehow, without waiting for my turn, I’ll find the answer to becoming myself

The mosaic fragments vividly reflect the lies and mistakes of my past

The more I think about them, the more I want to erase them

If they repeat, then I still won’t advance from the starting line there

I’ll try gathering up dreams again

One by one, I join together and draw the mosaic fragments

And also the encounters and partings that you gave me

2008-08-03T03:43:00.000-07:00

current mood: GAY

homg, 8DDD. I FINISHED MY SIDE ACCESORIES FOR MAGNA CARTA<<---- wadds thr to b happy abt, joo still has liek 50% more to go = = o ya friday we had deco after lesson. i skipped art club agn homg D: im so gonna die~~~ liek 3-4 times alr lorh LOL. i was stickin the cloth onto the god damn board...n thn, the glue we were usin juz looked so god damn damn wrrroonnggg =[]=

Me: homg, dis glue looks so wrong
Jasmon: ...yea
Me: joo noe wadd im tokin abt?
Jasmon: yea, Jiaen taught me alot of stuff
Me: ........................................*stare*
Jasmon: wat
Me: lol nothing

================================================================== that was liek my convo wif jasmon while we were stickin the cloth = = n YEA IM NOT ASKIN ON EXACTLY WADD JIAEN TAUGHT HIM, NOT ASKIN =A=!!!! enuff abt fri, all we did was stick n stick thn i left early n the rest finished the board. n one more thing, Gerontius n i cant communicate wif each other, daniel had to tok to him instead n i EMPHASIZE I DUN HV LOW EQ on to sat, i went to fort cannin n kranji wif miki. supposed to look out for suitable photoshoot locations there ._. yea we were such hardworkin kids 8DDD hokayy. whn we were at the railway i nearly tio langan by train. i was liek walkin on the tracks WHN THE TRAIN STATION WAS ACTUALLY IN USE HOMG. thn after we went back to whr we came frm the train actually zoomed pass ._. i got a shock of my life man >.>

sun, i cant rmb much anw. i chionged my cosplay stuffs n finally fininshed liek the side accesories. thn after that i died n went to slp god damn early.

ystd, mon LOL. hokay D: first of all, i lurrve mondays, becuz the subjs r so slack n HUANG N DAVA NVR COME N WE DIN HV PHYICS TEST WAHAHAHA 8DDD *gets bricked* second thing, i has decided to cos tsubasa RC n zidane frm FF Dissidia nxt yr ._. whye do i hv a feelin i wld die >_> n zander smsed me liek thrice in the middle of the class today, complainin abt his project lol. come on man i has been thru more thn him luh ROFLMAO xDDD n hokay D: i officially needs to stop plannin now.

hokay im finally on to TUESDAY LOL. yea D: i got 2.5 for math quiz, which was upon 15. i swear my brain wasnt workin properly on that day =[]= thn today liek 3 mins earlier shizu SWEAR I SHLD JUZ GO N DIE
asked me to join her crisis core shoot as cissnei. i
-*bangs*

2008-07-31T06:54:00.000-07:00

current mood: PPFTTTT

nb ._. im TOTALLY UNLUCK today = = fuck man. u realise, i JUZ reformatted my comp liek ystd n today is liek corupptin itself agn for i dno wadd shyt. thn right NOW right as THIS moment as im BLOGGIN, im actually upadtin the comp cuz apparently its 6 yrs old 8D n msn cannot b installed OTL gawd. n i tell u im totally suay today. my nafa was liek shyt (expected actually) butbutbut HOMG LUHHH. my standing broad jump is liek 158 *jumps*

....n whn i was waitin for bus home I TIO BIRD SHIT ON MY HANDS EHHH HOMG *PUKES* BIRD I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!! *STABSTABSTABSTAB*

after that i went to the tailor to alter jeanelli's costume. n yea the tailor was liek askin me to wear her costume cuz she wans to c how it looks liek n i practically ask her to go n die = = o btw did i mention, jeanelli look so cute LOL. as for coscon, i totally dno how im going to rush out so much stuff man. i plannin to get my costume chionged out in one night whn my mum is NOT at home thn the rest of the props i bringin on sat wif me whn i go on an excursion wif miki =[]= total phailz can.

n excuse can u imagine we r actually goin to fort canning JUZ TO LOCATE THE POSITION OF THE SUNRISE ._________.!! n thn yea im draggin her to uh kranji for the abadoned buildings LOL. tiring, travellin frm one end of sg to another wtf <_< color="#ff0000" size="5">AND THEN SOMEONE WAS LIEK SO EXTRA AND WALKED OVER WHN SHES OBVIOUSLY NOT INVITED. IN ADDITION, HER NAFA PERFORMANCE WAS SPLENDID MAN, SHE GAVE UP ROFLMAO

...hokay i needs to restart comp now for gods sake = =

2008-07-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

current mood: BTH

i needs panadols man. my comp has been givin up on me, coscon is comin, dis week is so gawd damn busy N I JUZ FEEL LIEK SLPIN DDDDDDD8 homg. n today i was liek fallin alsp even though i BOUGHT ANOTHER BOTTLE OF STARBUCKS COFFEE ._. its losin its effects i tell joo. thn mrs yap din come for today's lesson which as total YAY n we had eng lesson as free period n yea i REALLY DID REVISE FOR MY HISTORY. I DUN WANNA GET C5 FOR SA2 MAN DDDDDDDDD8 *JUMPS* (but i think i did pretty ok for dis time 8D *miracle*)

thn apparently i paid for every single thing for the class funds n stuff n now im left wif rly little bucks ._. i srsly feel GOD damn relived now. MY PW IS FININSED WAHAHAHAHA. hokayy yea thn i ponned art ~~(agn)~~ ltr in the afternoon i went to cha yi wif chicken dy jh n yvon sah~ was totally lol cuz was serving some brunei guests >__>; was planin to go chinatown wif jeanelli though D: the VIPs came 30 mins late =[]=

so in the end me n chicken went to bugis ._. i bought dis lousy shirt thing for cosplay n now the strings r runnin loose i think i will hv to sew it over agn LOL *jumps*

o n did i mention, I REFORMATTED MY COMP TODAY, NOW ITS SO FAST N EFFICIENT N VIRUS FREE YAY *high*

2008-07-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

current MOOD: i wanna slap someone

No srsly, i was god damn happy today ._. I FINISHED 90% OF MY COSTUME HOMG 8DDD ~~*FLIES*~~ yea and then ystd i bought my dearest banana pockey, sashimi =w= n morinaga pudding. ITS HEAVEN MAN. hokay yea D: i still hv a long way to go before coscon comes. wtf. i totally totally tttoootaaallllyyyyyy hv to rush alot of things ._. by tonite i wil hv to do a writeup for my pw performance (which is apprently on DIS wed) n dis week got damn lots of things need to worry lorh. liek one HUGEASS THING is my gawd damned costume n props = =|||||||| (gay shyt) n yea the notice board deco for national day n the cross country thing. N WHYE MUST WE GO SUNGEI BULOH TMR DDDDDDDD8.

thn today durin interaction we discussed abt the cross country thing. n wtf that dwarf srsly pisses me off.
SO WADD IF HE BOUGHT HE RED PE SHIRT HUH? I ALSO GOT BUY GAWD DAMMIT. NOT LIEK HE WUN WEAR AT ALL FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS IN CHUNG CHNEG RIGHT. NAH BEI. <<< style="font-style: italic;">SOOOO~~ often excused frm PE lessons, no wonder he cant grow 8DD) <<---- n yea he shld stay liddat n cant get a gf forever = = so wadd if hes got moolahs man. sides wadds the big deal , he got so poor until cannot buy a PE shirt meh cb.

yea last thing, chicken ~~cried~~ DD8 almost cried (hey n btw i kissed her ~~n her cheeks r so soft n smooth n nice to kiss man~~ LOL *gets bricked*

n no im not les kthxbai D:

U WINTERMELON U WINTERMELON U WINTERMELON U WINTERMELON

2008-07-25T07:13:00.001-07:00

MOOD: kj me n u DIE

._. gawd. I FINALLY MADE A BLOG ~~AGAIN~~. no srsrly, im dying.
1st thing, coscon is in 2 weeks =[]=.
2nd thing, im out of $.
3rd thing, I HVEN FINISH MY PROPS & COSTUMES FOR COSCON HOMFGBBQ *jumps*

n kns, i wanna go hawaii *gets bricked* btw i juz saw dis, veri gay lookin, hello kitty + star wars uh, outfit. i swear, its the gayest thing in the universe.so far the thing is, i wan to slp hokay I WAN TO SLP. n THA GOD DAMN COMP IS DYIN LIEK I AS IF I ABUSED IT [[*yes i did. but stilllllllllllll, its irritatin ._. i was on the bus wif jeanelli n wow i totally toked (i has got logophobia LOL <<<----- my arse) n i think im rly bias, i juz keep on thinkin that YINGSIN is gettin uglier n fuglier n older each day =.= i rmb that day whn i saw her i practically shunned away cuz she was burnin my eyes<<<---- is veri biased. DDD:

i think dis blogskin dosen suit siki man. BUT HOMG I CANT FIND A BETTER ONE DDD8 (i swear i chnge asap) = lies
one more thing, miki saes shes wanna draw me LOL WTF

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